I look for pieces of you in the things you do. I imagine things about you; things that may or may not be true, things that might not be so easy to see on the surface. I imagine that you love deeply, or not at all. I imagine that your hands are soft, so that
Read more →I came across old photos of us today. I found myself missing your big dark eyes. Your handsome face. I never really appreciated just how beautiful you were. I was never really too into appearance. I was also more attracted to what was inside someone than what they looked like. I was always so focused
Read more →I got out of a 1.5 year relationship last year and it wasn’t a terrible breakup but I found messages between him and this other girl, this being the 2nd time & things spiraled from there. I loved this guy, he was the only guy I saw myself settling down with, my father passed away
Read more →I never again want to feel such a strong attachment to something where I become dependent on it. I want to be independent and be comfortable with my self and on my own. I don’t need someone else in my life to be happy. I don’t need somebody to complete me. But it is nice
Read more →Whatever the reason, this is becoming an increasing rumination in my mind. I don’t know how to bring about the cessation of this feeling, nor do I know why it has been so pervasive. I do know, however, I would be an outright fool to bring this into any of our lives. I know the
Read more →My Dearest Shelbi, I’m writing this to get the majority of the things that revolve around you in my head, out. I’m not sure how I got to this point. It’s been years since we’ve said our goodbyes, but to this point I still can’t come to terms about it. I’ve tried and tried again
Read more →dear s, i still spend the whole day with you in my mind. a fraction of it searching for clues on what’s happening in your life. i’m sure you are happy. happier without me. i’m tired. since you left me, my life is just shit. i’m tired of living. ~i
Read more →It’s what I’ve done off and on for six years I waited for you to have the feelings for me that I developed for you . I sent emails and I could not send hand-written letters because out of fear I threw away the information. You did not know it and I can’t explain it
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