I fear I am about to make a life-altering mistake.
My heart and soul are screaming at me to go, to jump, take a risk, and do it now.
My heart also whispers “just not without him”.
How much longer should I, do I, wait? Has he already told me he would stick around, through that multi-layered conversation? Was he trying to hint that having both my heart’s desires is not only just possible, but ready and waiting?
Am I dreaming?
God, what am I doing?