• Confessions

    by  • February 17, 2013 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 1 Comment

    I fear I am about to make a life-altering mistake.

    My heart and soul are screaming at me to go, to jump, take a risk, and do it now.

    My heart also whispers “just not without him”.

    How much longer should I, do I, wait? Has he already told me he would stick around, through that multi-layered conversation? Was he trying to hint that having both my heart’s desires is not only just possible, but ready and waiting?

    Am I dreaming?

    God, what am I doing?

    One Response to Confessions

    1. Bella F.
      March 5, 2013 at 7:12 pm

      If you haven’t told this person what you have just related here, then I would suggest that you do so now.

      Better sooner than later, and I know this sadly (heh) from my own past experiences.

      Yeah, see, I’m not exactly sure what you are getting at in your post, but something about it feels all too familiar to me.

      This for example: “Has he already told me he would stick around, through that multi-layered conversation? ”

      The answer to that question lies with him, and for you to know it you’re first going to have to BOLDLY ASK HIM so that then HE CAN TELL YOU. Then, hopefully, you won’t be wondering about that any more.

      Also, IF he can’t give you a coherent answer, then you need to let him know that it’s NOT acceptable to you, that you DESERVE a COHERENT ANSWER.

      And then, if that still does not work, I would seriously not have anything else to do with this person.

      Note, that I’m still not exactly sure what all of your post is alluding to, but again, that one question reminds me of someone I dealt with in my past, and it was a very frustrating and troubling thing, that I learned WAY TOO LATE that I’d spent TOO MUCH of my precious time on. And, Hon, you CAN’T EVER get that time back, so ‘please’ don’t waste any more time that you have now.

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