No matter how badly I want to be indifferent towards you, to not feel anything, to not let you piss me off and then win me back over and over, I just can’t. It’s not possible, and it really sucks right now.
But really… Thank you. Because while I can’t do it yet, I know someday I’m not going to give a shit anymore. And you’re going to teach me how. Sure it might be the hard way, and it’ll take some time, but you know what?
Fuck you! Fuck you, fuck your bullshit and your manipulation and having no respect for my feelings. Fuck you, seriously! Fuck you, fuck this bullshit, and just fuck everything because I’m so ready to be done.
See? I’m learning fast.