I know I should stop crying, but I can’t. It hurts not to be with you.. I wonder if you even miss me.. You tell me you do, but is it just to be nice or is it because you actually miss me? I write you endless emails and you reply with a paragraph. You know how hard it is for me to express my feelings. Tell me more. Tell me you miss me. Tell me you want to work this out and you want to be with me like I want to be with you. Tonight is new years eve… Will you be kissing someone when the ball drops? I’ll be at work all night.. I will be alone and on my own not having any fun. I know you’ll be drinking and having a blast. I miss you.