We had drinks today. A year at least since I’d seen you last. I missed you, but I’d never say that. I’ve dreamed about you since we parted ways, but i’d never say that. My mind wandered to you even when I was with another girl, but I’d never admit that. You were the best thing that ever happened in my life, even my parents agree. I couldn’t bare not talking to you again. Truth is I still love you, and probably always will. I’m ok with that to be honest, but knowing the last time we saw each other I was rude was not. You have a boyfriend now. “He’s just like me” You say. I’m glad you’re happy, which is why I’d never say any of this to your face. We may never come to be again, and as long as you’re happy I’ll settle with that idea. I never stopped loving you. I tried so hard, but I’ve failed miserably. We’ll never be off the table, and I hope secretely you feel that same and maybe one day down the line we can be together again. Maybe then I can treat you with the love and respect that you deserve, and I can make you happy.