• Hey Jon, it’s me again

    by  • December 28, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 0 Comments

    well I don’t know what to say … I want to tell you that I love you, I miss you, and I can’t wait to see you when you get back in 2 days… I want to ask about your day and I want to tell you about mine.. I want my phone to light up with your name and I want you to smile when my name comes up on yours. I want to tell you that we can get past whatever this was that you’re being stupid for even considering that we couldn’t make it…
    But I can’t.
    Because I don’t know what that would cause… I don’t know if it would make you angrier or happier maybe sad.. I’m so confused, I have no idea what happened or what’s going on in your head. I’m afraid you think you can’t love me right because if that’s what you think, I think you’re wrong.. there’s a reason I fell in love with you and it wasn’t because you only caused pain.. it was because you always brought me happiness.
    I wish I could just run into your arms and that you could tell me everything is going to be okay.
    I .. I don’t know what to do without you.

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