• Too much

    by  • December 27, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 0 Comments

    I some times feel like I gave you way too much, and now you don’t appreciate it anymore. I want to go back to the times when I fell asleep on your couch holding your hand during the movies, when I scratched your head with all my love on the darkness of the room. I want to go back to when you told me you couldn’t wait to see me, and we would count hours and minutes to hold each other again. I want to pick up the phone and talk and talk till my phone rans out of battery, I want my dad to wake me up again with a bouquet of roses with a card signed “Jose”, I want to feel wanted. I want to feel like I make you smile, like I make you happier, I want to feel that you need me, and that if one day I’m gone, you will miss as much as I will. I want you to rather not tell me that you love me, than lie to me and say that you do.
    I want to cuddle and kiss under the rain, I want this story to go back a few pages and take a breath.
    I want with all my heart for you to leave me if you don’t feel the butterflies you used to feel when you saw my face months ago. I wan’t you to stop making me smile even if you are the main reason I am sad… I rather be alone, than be with someone that makes me feel alone.

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