• For want of a voice to be heard…

    by  • December 26, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    I don’t know how else to say this. I’m still waiting for you. It’s been 3 long years. Sadly you have a boyfriend so I can’t put you in that uncomfortable position: revealing my feelings when your heart belongs to another.

    How long must I wait? How long do I have to quell this storm in my heart? How long can the truth be beguiled before the actions and mannerisms reveal hints and truths to this illusion?

    I make illusory of the grandeur don’t I? However I believe that if there were such a thing as soul-mates I couldn’t find a better living example of this than we.

    I don’t mean to infer some imperative sense of melodramatic love akin to the tragedy between the Montagues and the Capulets. I just mean to say that I love you and it’s not wholly a romantic form of love at all.

    …but there could be something there. I think it’s worth exploring and worth the wait. So I’ll keep waiting.

    I hope you’re open to this notion more than my mind fears you’ll act on the contrary.

    I just hope that my own lack of a voice won’t be heard until then.

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    2 Responses to For want of a voice to be heard…

    1. tricia r.
      December 26, 2012 at 12:39 pm

      I think you should just tell her. How do you know that her heart is fully with her boyfriend?


    2. Gemini
      December 28, 2012 at 2:17 pm

      Good point: I don’t know that her heart is fully with him. However, I don’t know that it isn’t.

      It feels like I would be wholly selfish in not waiting to tell her, though.



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