It’s difficult to articulate what I really want to say.
Which now that I think of it is rather appropriate, as i’m feeling quite confused right now.
I’m no longer depressed really, but I don’t feel much of anything.
I do beat myself up over all sorts of crap and go on these weird emotional self-flaggelation benders quite often.
I still hate a fair few things about my life, things that can’t be changed.
But I dunno.
I’m still here anyway.