I know you think we are really good friends and that I am totally open with you. I also know you think I’m totally nuts, but thats ok cause you are pretty crazy too. The thing is I have been trying to tell you but have never worked up the courage to say, I am a cutter and I’m scared as hell. I know that you could help me, pray for me but part of me thinks you will just laugh or yell and then I’ll begin to lose the only friend I have who actually wants to be with me.
I know it’s wrong. But I just can’t tell you. I’m sick to death of being lonely and I don’t want to pull away.
Thanks for being a good friend and helping me even if you don’t know that you are. You remind me that I am real and that my stupid problems are not the only ones out there and that God does love everyone. Please keep on being yourself even if it bothers a lot of people. and once again thank you, you make my friday nights bearable.