• Be careful what you wish for; you just might get it.

    by  • December 22, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 1 Comment

    I worked so, so very hard. I got exactly what I’d always dreamed of. I was so proud.
    Everyone was so proud.

    I’ve sunk so low; I feel like I’m drowning, and I don’t know what to do to rise back to the surface.
    I lie to everyone – I’m having so much fun, Uni is just so great.

    I haven’t met a single person I don’t hate.
    I hate them because I hate being in my own skin. I wish I were more like them.
    I’m jealous. They’re so happy. I’m so not.

    I’ve fallen behind on the work I used to love so much.
    I argue with the man I used to love so much.
    I want to die, so so much.

    Be careful what you wish for; you just might get it.

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    One Response to Be careful what you wish for; you just might get it.

    1. Anon
      December 22, 2012 at 10:07 pm

      It’s okay to hate. It’s okay to be upset with where you are right now. All these feelings are OK and it will be all right.
      I’ve been there. It’s rough, real rough. Why did you love what you did in the first place? If you can’t spark that again, try to find what you love now. Or at least like. Do that. It may hit you hard financially, but it will be worth doing something you love.




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