• at a loss for words…

    by  • December 22, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    almost three months later and i’m still just as head over heels for you as i was when i met you… almost three months since I’ve heard your voice. i can’t say i didn’t see it coming, but i definitely wasn’t ready for it. i love you so much and i know things got really fucked up, on both sides of the spectrum, but damn…i just really wish i had shown you how i felt when i had the chance… fear can really mess things up…i’m not sure i even want to wish for a second, third, fourth chance…but i really wish things were different. you say you care and blah blah blah but we don’t speak, we don’t hang out, you’re a stranger. i don’t like it…i don’t know what to do anymore. i love you, but i miss YOU more. i wish there was a way to let you know without being some psycho. apparently we cant just be friends…and i guess i get it. but i really don’t like it. i don’t like this at all. i guess i’ll just keep thinking and praying…i hope you have an amazing christmas with your family, parker is the cutest little boy ever……..goodness i love you. be happy. and i’ll manage to get happy as well. love and hugs…

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