• Closure.

    by  • December 21, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 0 Comments

    OH HEY Giggles!! πŸ™‚

    How are you??! I’m doing pretty damn good, considering everything that has gone on. I just wanted to fill you in on how I feel since you won’t answer me.. πŸ˜‰

    You do not like having no control over every situation.. Fair enough! Dude, but seriously!?!? You didn’t even have the DECENCY to TEXT me back or even try to contact me in any way!?!?! A simple.. “I’m done” or “I need space, maybe it will work out another time..just not right now” would have been enough.. If it were ME in YOUR situation, you would not have been happy with how you treated me in the end. So, why in the FUCK do you think treating me like I’m a worthless piece of shit is okay!? (Rhetorical question. Don’t even try to answer that. If you do have some “valid” excuse for treating me like I’m worthless, you can have your opinion, I don’t want to hear.. Well… read it, because its not like you would ever call me or meet face to face to ACTUALLY talk to me [like an adult] without picking a fight or finding some petty way of making me look like an ass. That would be too much respect. πŸ˜‰ Who has respect nowadays, right?!)

    But fuck, get over yourself.. Maybe admit that you fucked up trying out this relationship with me? Maybe we weren’t meant to be together. In fact, I know we weren’t. I definitely discovered it with the way you and I dealt with conflict. Push it to the side and not talk about it until it explodes in our face. Not the best way to go about it. “Let’s wait until AFTER Beebles signs the lease and moves into the apartment with me to tell her that we’re moving too fast, even though I’ve been feeling like this for over two weeks!!” THEN act like I’m the ‘crazy’ one when I am drunk, get pissed that you treat me like shit…. and move out?!

    For future reference on your relationships. Don’t lie. Omission is betrayal ‘bro’ and it is just as bad as lying straight to someone’s face.

    GODDAMN, that felt good!!!

    Good luck with your PST and your job hunting and whatever the hell else is going on.. your future relationships or current? fuck.. I do not care!! If I see you when I’m out somewhere, don’t worry, I’ll just pretend like I don’t know you, because I don’t… and I don’t think I ever really did.

    & I don’t care if you see this, this time. This is just my own way of getting “closure”.

    Take care,

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