• feelings

    by  • December 19, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Closure • 0 Comments

    I don’t want you back, let me make that clear.

    But when she told me that you two were dating, feelings happened. I’m still not sure what it all was, but I know it was mostly jealousy.

    Jealousy because you two were obviously a better match than you and I were. Jealousy because as much as I’d like to not be happy for you two, I can’t not be. Jealousy because she’s better than I am in every way. And you know that. Already you’re trying so much harder with her than you ever did with me. And I know that our relationship was far from perfect, but it still hurts to know that I never really had a chance.

    Everything about you two complements each other. You’ve had a crush on her since seventh grade. She likes your asshole-ish sense of humor. Your sisters think she’s pretty, more so than I could ever be. You sincerely compliment her all the time. But most of all, your feelings for each other are mutual.

    And I think that’s what hurts most of all.

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