• I’ll love you always, I love you still.

    by  • December 18, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Yearning for You • 2 Comments

    This isn’t fair. This should not be happening, and yet it is. You changed the person I thought I was. You took the person I was and made me into this person who feels no guilt in this thing we have.
    I never wanted to be the other choice, the person you come to when you’re dark and lonely, but I also can’t help that either because I am possibly in love with you. And I can try to suppress these feelings I have, and never look back to what we had, or could have. I can move on, but right now I choose to not think about you or this or anything that involves us.
    You love her- I get that. You are with her- I understand that. But what I don’t understand is this instantaneous cosmetic connection we have; that I-want-to-jump-your-bones-but-I-know-I-can’t thing that happens whenever we are in the same room. I want to love you right now but I can’t love you right now. That’s not how it works, and I’m sorry.

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    2 Responses to I’ll love you always, I love you still.

    1. coldtruth
      December 18, 2012 at 9:51 pm

      I feel that if this person you write about is in a committed relationship with another,you need to move on.You’re putting yourself in an unhealthy environment,for both yourself and the person you write about.How would you feel if you were the person who is in the committed relationship and he was being unfaithful behind your back?


    2. Coldtruthtoo
      May 28, 2013 at 6:03 pm

      I wonder what happened to this relationship? Did you jump his bones… and??Just wondering? Author??



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