I think I love you. And you love her. Everybody wants somebody else… And you just don’t want me. I should move on, after all you treated me kind of shitty. But I can’t… They say you always remember your first. More like, you never get over your first, and all of your memories will be forever ingrained in your mind. I love you, darling…. So much. You think that we’re friends and that my feelings are gone… quite the opposite… I want you to feel the way I feel. I wish you the best, really I do, but every time I think of you with her, I start to cry. I told you what happened that night. You know. You said you were sorry. I just wish you felt the way I do. There is nothing that I can do…. I love you.