I found you a little over two years ago and fell in love. I have always loved writing and this was a perfect outlet for some things I felt needed to be said. I wrote about my first infatuation – I thought it was love at the time, but I know now it was not quite – and the initial heartbreak that came of it. I found some letters I wrote, which contained predictions that most definitely came true…uncanny, really.
Then I let my passion for writing hide away and LINS slipped my mind. A year after discovering the site, I was finally over my infatuation and entered a bit of a fling. I did not write about it – it was not worth it. Frankly it wasn’t worth my time.
In March of this year, I met an absolutely wonderful individual who I fell hard and fast for. This truly was my first love. I did not feel the need for LINS as I wrote my love letters daily, for he was living 1300 miles from me, and I could tell him anything. But our “honeymoon” stage ended at some point, the relationship turned emotionally abusive, and I poured heart and tears into lengthy letters I…would never send. Finally I had to terminate the relationship, only a few weeks ago; now I am learning more of love and loss.
I have so much to say. I think I’ll be coming back here, LINS. Thank you for what you’ve given me in the past…it’s time for some more.
-An old friend