You were my life for the longest time, whether is was one of our romantic flings or us as best friends. I feel sick when I think about some of the things I put you through and how we’ve ended up so far apart. I still care about you just as much as I ever did, I love you just the same as I always have. I think about you daily and how much I miss you…even if it was just talking to you I would be content. I broke contact because I felt I was a toxic thing in your life with my constant indecision, and you didn’t deserve the pain I brought with me. I have baggage and a whole graveyard of skeletons in my closet that influence my terrible decisions. I just wish things could have been different with us, I wish we had a chance as adults. I’m sorry for all of the things that I have caused..I’m sorry I couldn’t be a better person.
I love you, and I always will.