I was 7 years old when I first fell for you. 10 years down the line here we are, not talking. You’re with my best friend and i’m missing you more than ever. My heart aches whenever I see you, instead of laughing and joking with each other like we used to we just ignore each other. I miss the endless conversations we used to have on the phone. I miss knowing that you’ll be the one to save me when I’m in a bad mood. I’ve lost count of the amount of times I’ve typed endless messages to you only to delete them. I did everything I could to hide my feelings when we were friends because you only saw me as ‘your little princess’. I prayed every night that I’d have a reason to not have feelings for you anymore, and my prayer was answered many times but it just didn’t work. Then you fell for my best friend. MY BEST FRIEND. When you knew how I felt about you. When she knew how I felt about you. So now here I am, lonely, empty, pretending to hate you, trying to get on with you for my best friends sake. And there you are, happy, in love and i’m pretty sure you’re not missing me which shows you don’t care.
Every time I see you, I still get butterflies, my stomach still flips. I’m positive that somewhere along the line I fell insanely in love with you. But you didn’t love me like that. I miss you. I love you. I just want my hero back. Here’s to our Unhappy Ending.