• What do I do?

    by  • December 14, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 0 Comments

    What is a girl supposed to do, when the love of her life, wants to date her best friend, not her? How is she supposed to feel, when he would rather be kissing the best friend, instead of her? How is she supposed to react whenever he would rather flirt with the best friend, than her. What is a girl supposed to do when she feels like this? Ignore it? Learn from it? Leave them both behind? Talk to him about it? No. None of those ever work for this girl. This boy, beautiful eyes and a smile that could light up the room, without a doubt has my heart. He has me wrapped around his finger, and I bend over backwards waiting for the day he finally notices. But he never will. What do i do?

    Hey you,
    It’s me. Writing a letter I’ll never send. You’ve been my best friend for four years, and i’ve been in love with you for three. At first you were just my best friend, and then we kissed. You told me you liked me and I really thought we were going to date. But then you got back together with your ex, and you liked my best friend. You just left. You didn’t tell me why we couldn’t be together you just assumed I would move on as easy as you did but that is not the case. Never has been. What is that reason anyway? Why do you like my best friend better than me? Was it something I did? Was it something I said? Was I too eager? Did I fall too fast? All I ask is that you please answer me that much. You’re still my best friend here in two thousand twelve. And you have literally been my first everything. I want to talk to you so bad about it, but I’m even more scared that it will just run you off. My heart aches every time you talk about kissing or wanting to date my best friend. It hurts more than I can even express, but I can’t show you that or I will lose you forever. What am I supposed to do? I don’t know where to go, and I have no one to turn to. I hate being in love with you, it’s scary. It’s petrifying loving someone so much who doesn’t even think of you as more than just a friend. So what am I to do? Nothing. I can’t lose you, you are my best friend and the one guy and person I can count on. Here is my SOS saying someone please save me. Someone tell me what to do..
    Will all my love, Me

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