I used to be mad.
Now, I’m still a little hurt because you let me down.
I’ll still be nice to you. Maybe I’ll still want to hang out and do fun things…If I don’t have better plans with people I really like and respect.
But I certainly do not, and will not, trust you.
We are not best friends anymore, we will not be good friends. We are friends.ish. If even that.
You act like you don’t have a serious care in the world.
And you want everything your way.
Guess what guys. Not everyone is like you.
I’m tired of caring what you think because it’s not worth it.
From now on, I’m going to BE. Just me.
And guess what.
I’m going to be happy again.
And it will be because YOU TWO aren’t sucking it out of me with your words and actions and judgements.
I can’t wait to be happy.
You two can continue to party dangerously, lie, manipulate, talk about others behind their back, obsess about labels and possessions, put people down, smoke weed, etc etc
I will try my very best to never do these things.
I will try my very best to be the best person I can be.
I really don’t care what you think anymore.
That’s why I haven’t bothered to respond to your last text. I don’t have to prove myself to you. Think whatever you want about me. Bye.