• Don’t kiss me and screw her!

    by  • December 14, 2012 • Breaking Up • 1 Comment

    What? Are you kidding me I thought. My heart sank. I felt sick. Something is sitting on my chest. I can’t hear the words coming out of your mouth. I see your lips moving. I look down. The hot tears are sitting there. I look at you. Angry. Disappointed–again. “Don’t get my son anything for Christmas. Leave me alone. Leave us alone. Are you ready?” I say as I pick up my drink, take a sip and turn around to walk to your truck.

    I couldn’t believe it. After six weeks of you “thinking about us” you come up with the same thing you said six weeks ago? Are you joking? Why AM I SO DISPOSABLE TO YOU?

    You saw me last week on a date. Totally gave me the “you’re so freaking gorgeous.” Cried when I told you I would have taken care of you.

    And the signs. Oh, the signs. And you still are unsure.

    And screw your ex wife. Seriously. What a lame excuse for a mother. And what is going on with you two? I blindly trust you. Yet you hide me from her. You’ve NEVER taken a call with her in front of me. Two years ago she ruined our second date-or you allowed her to. You stood outside my house talking to her on the phone about her concerns about you dating. I should have walked then. IT WAS A SIGN OF WHAT WAS TO COME IN TWO YEARS.

    I am still waiting inside while you tend to her insane madness. She threatens you with your child. She threatens to take her life. You choose to be manipulated by her. How weak. I have no priority , no place, she doesn’t even know I exist. That I am the one who keeps you going.

    Stay married to her. Stay cold and calculated. “It isn’t a competition” you said. REALLY?

    REALLY? Well what the fuck is it then? Because all I know is I have never earned a spot of importance in your life–to dance around her. I have never heard you tell her to get the fuck over it. She cheated on you. To stop manipulating you and that you had SOMEONE IN YOUR LIFE who mattered. That her insane bs wasn’t going to stop you from being with me. Your dance around her, her hands around your balls–well that’s why you don’t feel. Don’t show up. Don’t take care of me. Don’t show me off, as I should be.

    FUCK you. How dare you kiss me before we went to lunch? What the hell did you think I would say? And then your dumb ass can’t stop being sexual . Asking to see this and that? Fuck you. I already feel like I was a piece of ass you dumb fuck. I am so sick of your emotionally immaturity.

    Grow up. Get some balls. Tell that crazy bitch to be a mother and to stop threatening you with her life for three years. SHE CHEATED ON YOU. Tell her to stop fucking hitting on you. YOU HAVE A PARTNER.

    Oh that’s right. . . you don’t. You HAD a dirty secret. I am better than that.

    Thanks for making me feel so “amazing, special and important.” This January, don’t show up with empty promises. I don’t need them. I don’t want to hear them. I DON’T TRUST YOU.

    And to the ex, freaking get a life. You are a sorry mother. Using your child as a pawn. Lame, TC. I also saw a picture of you. YOU ARE AN UGLY BITCH. Fucking 80s hair. No sense of style. You look like you lack any feminine qualities.

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    One Response to Don’t kiss me and screw her!

    1. Shame
      December 14, 2012 at 10:09 am

      Look just a bit past that distrust Dave. My name above * is for someone else. Sorry for the confusion.

      Poetic~ly a small tid~bit:

      Mind~Body & Soul?????

      Her Mind Body & Soul she offered up to him decades ago.
      Her Mind he took from day one. With that Mind it was molded to his liking. When it didn’t work to his liking he would break her SPIRIT for many decades to come.
      Her Body he took 4 months later. Cherished*<3ed*Abused it for many decades to come.
      Her Soul he never took because he never understood for many decades how to connect with her. He tried which many men don't. Yet his Soul connection is with someone else.
      She lost her Mind trying to please him for many decades that had past. Her Mind feels Damaged. Yet she tries to find her Strength.
      She was made to Believe time and time again that her Body was ugly. Her Body now feels Damaged and thinks its ugly.
      She and her Soul stayed as one because it was never TOUCHED!
      She waits as her Soul tells her "Your Soul is meant to BE touch with someone who can reach to it and TOUCH it."
      HER SOUL WAITS TO BE TOUCH BY THAT SOMEONE WHO CAN TOUCH IT. She know that her SOUL is worth more than her MIND & BODY!!!
      Pinch YOU self please if not for YOU for me.
      To the LOVE that will never read this.



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