• Archive for December 14th, 2012

    Content but missing you

    by  • December 14, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 3 Comments

    First of all I just want to say thanks for telling me how you felt all those years ago. I never knew exactly what you were thinking, if you were unsure, sure or what. At some point I thought you just wanted to mess with me but I do believe that we would have only

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    Talking to Myself

    by  • December 14, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 3 Comments

    “can anybody hear me? or am I talking to myself?” The Problem is, I know you are reading this and you don’t care either. For this a part of me is glad, and another part of me is terribly sad. I feel broken, like a toy used by a two year old then left in

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    by  • December 14, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Friends • 0 Comments

    I was reading my new issue of Cosmo earlier, the one with Carly Rae Jepsen on the cover. Toward the back there was a story of a girl and her best friend and how amazing there friendship was until it went south. As I kept reading, your name kept flashing in my head. That story

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    Don’t kiss me and screw her!

    by  • December 14, 2012 • Breaking Up • 1 Comment

    What? Are you kidding me I thought. My heart sank. I felt sick. Something is sitting on my chest. I can’t hear the words coming out of your mouth. I see your lips moving. I look down. The hot tears are sitting there. I look at you. Angry. Disappointed–again. “Don’t get my son anything for

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    Turquoise and Emeralds

    by  • December 14, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 0 Comments

    I guess it’s becoming a habit of posting letters to you on here. I still don’t know what to put in this. It’s winter–blue everywhere, and it certainly reminds me of you. I’ve been losing myself to this world. And I’m slowly forgetting that feeling from that night. I’m trying my hardest to keep it

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