Ever since I became aware of the damage people have been doing to the world and how badly people treat others, I’ve become homicidal. I don’t think I would ever act on them, but I know that if I was in a physical confrontation, I would not be able to stop.
There’s this one girl who made me suicidal and depressed last year. I ended up not going to school for a week. Not because I was afraid of her, but because I was afraid of what I would do as a form of revenge. Fortunately for both of us, she ended up moving to Japan randomly, so she’s completely gone out of my life. But there is not one day that I don’t think about what she had done to me, and how badly I want to KILL her. People have said that she might be moving back, and I get so worried and stressed because I know that I will go to her house wearing a mask and I will stab her.
I hate EVERYBODY, but I am so gentle, generous, supportive and understanding to everyone. It’s like two people inside one mind. I know that I have the biggest heart, and that’s why it’s so strange for me. I LOVE ANIMALS, I will kill a person before I kill an animal. They are my therapy, and so is nature….
I only think about killing people.
I hope everyone dies