I’m sorry I was too scared to be yours as you stood there heart in hand. Your level of sweetness deserves to be equalled, not spited by an evil hearted witch. Your capacity to still think I am something worth looking at deserves to be appreciated, not cast aside. I wish this was easier for you to understand. More than this I wish I could be the girl that exists in your head. More than this I wish I could still keep you in my life. I try so hard to show this side of me.
with love from down state,