• Everyone said it was okay…

    by  • December 13, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Sex • 1 Comment

    Everyone told me it was fine, he was my boyfriend after all. Everyone told me it was my fault, I was drunk after all. Nobody told me that it was okay for me to be upset. Nobody told me it was his fault. That’s why I don’t trust people, I made a mistake I trusted someone. Lots of people trust different people all over the world every second of everyday. But he made a mistake too, nobody will ever know his mistake though. Nobody but me.

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    One Response to Everyone said it was okay…

    1. Shannon
      June 24, 2013 at 1:27 pm

      It is ok to be upset. It was not your fault. It doesn’t matter that he was your boyfriend, it was not fine. It doesn’t matter that you were drunk, it was HIS fault. I understand exactly what you’re going through and I know how hard it is to trust again. It took me 12 years to trust again, and it was so hard in the in between times to even let someone try and win that trust. It will take time and pain and tears but you will be strong enough to trust one day, when you find the right person who will earn it, not just expect it. you will find someone who, though they may not have had a similar experience, will understand you and the difficult time you’re having and be patient and gentle with you. When you find that person, someone who loves you enough to let you take your time, you will know, because you will feel it. and little by little that protective wall you built up around your heart will fall and you will stand victorious on the mountain of rubble that that wall has become.



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