I just have so many things I want to say to you, but I just can’t bring myself to do it. I want to tell you how much I really like you, how much I want to be with you. How I would give anything at this point in my life just to have you. I feel like I screwed up last weekend. Because you aren’t talking to me much, and I know, finals week is a thing, a crazy stressful thing. But you aren’t talking to me at all. And it hurts. It hurts a lot. I just want to scream at you, and tell you how hard I’m falling for you, and tell you about how bad it hurts when you don’t talk to me. Especially after a weekend like last. It went great! And now you aren’t even speaking to me. What the hell. Don’t be a dick, be a dude. Like, seriously, you’re all I’ve been thinking about for like the last month, and all the things I’ve felt for you for the past three and a half years are all coming back to the surface, and making the present feelings that much stronger. I kind of hate it. I hate that I feel this strongly about you. Sometimes I wish I didn’t care, and I didn’t like you, because it would make my life so much easier. But I’ve tried. And nothing works. You suck, but you’re so amazing at the same time. Just date me already. Please?