• You gotta call it like it is.

    by  • December 12, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Sorry • 1 Comment

    I’m so sorry,
    I’m sorry that I can’t be happy with you anymore; I honestly thought you were going to be the one I would spend the rest of my life with. I feel terrible because i’m breaking promises I made to you and words I said. This unhappiness is consuming me and I can’t stand it. While I accept most of the blame for this problem i’m not the only one at fault. You are the nicest selfish person i’ve ever met, just so unaware of how ungrateful you really are. The things you take for granted, the things you say trying to make me feel bad for not being able to see you, when our relationship is completely dependent on me coming to you; always has been. It took me till now to realize that that’s our relationship it’s a 60/40 so unfair. I dealt with these things and kept it to myself because I love you…it’s not enough anymore. The thought of needing to do SO much to keep our relationship alive is suffocating. I know once you’re gone i’ll miss you terribly but that’s the price I guess I have to pay. I never meant to break your heart. I just can’t do this anymore, you and I are in two different worlds and it has broken me. I want you to know that I did and do love you with my whole heart.

    -N

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    One Response to You gotta call it like it is.

    1. Angel
      December 12, 2012 at 4:28 pm

      If they make you feel guilty for loving them, then it’s not worth it. You don’t owe them anything , neither they to you. If the bond is strong it will survive, if it is not- only fate will decide that. Two different worlds makes it hard, but not impossible. Wish you luck. The price should never take you past the point of a little payback once in a while. Only you know what your heart needs and desires are. Patience is key but it’s not the only thing that will make you happy. Living life does that.




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