Not being able to speak to you is tearing me apart.
Please know that the decision did not come easy for me.
I did it for us.
I did it because the situation has become even more complicated.
Everything just seems too uneasy for me to find comfort in at the moment.
And you really do have much to sort through
Not being able to help you with it all, is heartbreaking
If you care for me the way I believe that you do, you understand
I have only ever wanted the best for us both
And one day, I do hope that will be us…together
I’d give anything to tell you this in person
But even that is impossible because of the distance
My emotions are all over the place right now, I know
The silence is deafening
The only thing more I can say for sure is that in this very moment is that
I miss you