You were supposed to be a one-night stand, but we extended it to 3 years. Was it supposed to be that way? I am physically yours. My emotional side, though, belongs to someone else. Someone who still keeps me in check when I am going crazy thinking about you. I can’t give that side to you fully because I am scared. I’m scared to let go.. I’m scared to go out on a limb and let my heart pour out to you because you’ve hurt me. All you wanted was to be loved and love back… but is that what I wanted? That’s what everybody wants, but I’m not sure I was ready for it. And now, we fight. Everyday. It hurts me inside… I have nothing to do all day but think and think and do nothing and friends don’t even come close to curing the feeling of being out of love with you…. You called me an idiot today for calling you… maybe I am an idiot. I am a fool for you…. yet you are my everything. Starting today, I will give you your space… and maybe, just maybe I’ll feel the love shine on me again.