I really don’t know what to do anymore. I’m so lost. I get up every day, but that’s all the effort I can put forth. I don’t feel like eating or doing work or anything. I just want to sleep. Everyday. I can’t handle the competition of school anymore so I just let all of my grades drop. I can’t help my friends with any of their problems so they don’t talk to me as much anymore. I’m pretty sure I won’t get into a single college I applied for this fall and I’m going to be the laughing stock of the school. My boyfriend asks if I’m okay everyday and I just smile and say, “everything’s fine, babe.” I get home from school and tell everyone I had work when I really just laid in bed for six hours. I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. I can’t do anything. It’s not like I don’t feel like doing anything, or that I don’t want to do anything, I just can’t do anything anymore. I’m just really really tired.