• missing out

    by  • December 9, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Anger • 1 Comment

    I know I shouldn’t be mad. Being busy is a blessing not a burden. But lately, it seems like being busy is not only exhausting, but its pulling at my friendships. It’s not fun to be left out. everyone talking about going out and creating memories. and i’m just here. alone. and tired. its nice to have so many people that care about you, but there comes a time when they hurt you the most. They dont understand how much it hurts to hear them talk about their shenanigans that you werent a part of. but i chose this life. This is my job. this is my fault. i just wish they could understand that being on top sure doesnt feel like it sometimes.

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    One Response to missing out

    1. J
      December 10, 2012 at 1:47 am

      They do know that feeling. You also should know that the ones you’ve lost due to your busy schedule know as well. You see, there a reason behind your madness; it’s sad and happy reasons. Only the people that mean the most to you know that secret. But, my point is, no matter what they will be there. Especially those In the shadows you may have left behind or tried to forget.



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