I’m so torn. I dont know which one of you really cares about me. Everytime I almost give up on you both the universe gives me a sign to not give up and to have hope that things will progress. I just don’t know if signs are even real anymore, maybe there are coincidences not signs. I dont know this is just so hard. I care about you both so much, Last night i was convinced I chose which one i wanted. You proved to me you really cared for me, and then right when I thought I figured it out… you came back. I dont even know if you both even care for me in the same way. Life’s just a mystery i guess.
I hope I make the right decision or that you both let me go slowly and easily. I dont know if my heart can take it.
Love you both <3