• I think I need help

    by  • December 8, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 2 Comments

    I’m realizing something is very wrong with me….
    Look, she broke me, okay. She broke my heart. She never really wanted me in the first place, it never felt just right. Hell, she was even texting him on my birthday…
    But I fell in love with her the moment I saw her. She’s all I think about still. I know she doesn’t want me, I know there’s no point of dwelling. She wants someone else, probably loves him by now.
    I just don’t know how to make the pain go away. I feel alone. I feel sad and angry all the time. I miss her. I hate almost all my friends. Haven’t had a real conversation with anyone in weeks. I can’t sleep, I go play poker so I can be alone, I don’t go out, I don’t smile.
    I wish I wanted to feel better, but really, I don’t want to feel anything without her.

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    2 Responses to I think I need help

    1. Love
      December 8, 2012 at 2:07 pm

      I’m sorry about your pain.

      Give yourself time. Eventually the pain will recede. It’s not easy but it’s doable. Just take life a moment at a time.

      Stay strong know and accept that some things aren’t meant to be.
      Broken hearts hurt terribly but they do mend. Be patient with yourself, cry as much as you need to, be sad, be angry, be let down but know that nothing’s forever. You are a survivor. You will be fine. God bless you and keep you safe.


    2. Theybrokeme
      December 8, 2012 at 9:19 pm

      Try to not let one person define you… i struggle with that every day. But the days that you love yourself are always the best. It’s hard… i know. I know that all too well. But I know that you can! If I can than you can too.



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