• I miss you. Idiot.

    by  • December 6, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    IDIOT.
    Stupid stupid stupid!

    I tell you to stop trying to fizz-nuck me while you’re dating someone else. You cut me out of your life? Jerk! You’re being a baby. I miss you a lot.

    My stomach hurts. I hope you never know this is me writing this.

    If I didn’t have more riding on this, I’d be crying on you right now. But I’m the one who has to be in control. How is that fair?

    Do I even like you? I’ve been saying no, but what is this feeling? I don’t like you. I don’t. All I want to do is hug you right now though. I can’t stand your personality type, but we do get along so so well. I LIKE talking to you. You don’t have any idea how to show respect for someone though.

    Is the whole world like this? I think it might be. This is how everyone else operates. Everyone else is saying that I should be going for it with you. Apparently sleeping with someone in a failing relationship is the thing to do. I’m in the wrong.

    You own’t even break up with your girlfriend. You are not faithful. I can’t be with you. But this hurts. Why?

    I’m screwed up, you’re screwed up, the whole world is screwed up.

    I’ve decided that I’m going to be strong. I’ll just be alone forever.

    I’m trying to be done with you. I’m also finding this an incredible excuse to eat much, much less.

    Mister? You could make things so much easier on both of us. I THINK I LIKE YOU. But that’s all it can be.

    Ana? Mia? I missed you guys. My friend seems to have reintroduced us. Ill just channel my misplaced love into you. Then I can at least see a return on my efforts!

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