• It was really just a game afterall…

    by  • December 5, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I took a chance and jumped even though I knew that I was bound to fall hard. A part of me held onto the hope that we would someday be together. You were the only one I ever really wanted to be with. I don’t know if it was your personality or our conversations but whatever it was connected me to you stronger than I ever felt before. We went our separate ways for a short while only to cross paths again. We finally acted on the feelings we have both apparently felt for so long. In my head I couldn’t help to think that it in finally happened. It got real confusing real fast though. I decided to tell you how I felt and poured my heart out to you. This was a first for me. Instead of shutting me down you encouraged me and my feelings. It is some months later and I still was holding onto hope. I always thought if and when you wanted a relationship, you would pick me. However, life is ‘t fair and you are talking to someone else instead. After everything I did and said, it still wasn’t good enough. This isn’t the first time I’ve come in second place which makes it even worse.
    Instead if dwelling on it and becoming bitter and resentful, it is time to move on. You have held onto my heart for too long. It is now time for you to give it back for good. I usually get what I want, but I have to realize that this is not the case with you. Goodbye to my dream of us, it is time to start sleeping peacefully again. I wish you nothing but the best and hope that we can still be somewhat friends…

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