• You want me to say I’m sorry

    by  • December 4, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 2 Comments

    For the situation I put us in, is it supposed to be? For the pain I caused you? I am guilty of no sin against you that you yourself have not committed against me. Would your apology put them right? Would mine?

    I do not regret what happened. I will not apologize for it. It was not my intention to hurt you, but I would not change what I did.

    I would not change where I have ended up.

    I will not change it.

    What love for you I had, I released. What hate, regret, sorrow, malice, or anger for you I had, I now also release. You are no longer the person I loved anyway.

    I give my love to someone who will not stomp on it or ignore it or remember it only when convenient. I give my love now to someone who deserves it.

    I hope you find someone. I really do. I no longer ache for you and I hope that you no longer ache for me, if you ever did. You are nothing more to me now than a happy memory.

    2 Responses to You want me to say I’m sorry

    1. sonia
      December 4, 2012 at 1:56 pm

      Man that hard i fell like crying. For hearing that i would fell heart broken if that was me but as long as u do what makes u happy then good

    2. Well
      December 6, 2012 at 1:57 pm

      I have generally made it a policy to follow my bliss and it has generally served me well. In a way it makes me happy to be done with it, I suppose. It’s over, it’s done, there is no chance for him and I. I burned the damned bridge and spat on the ashes before I walked away for good. No more wondering or waiting or crying and so on. You know, all of the painful accoutrements of lost love. I’m sure I don’t have to tell you.

      I don’t want to cause him heartache, I just want him to find closure if he needs it. I sincerely doubt that he does.

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