Every morning I wake up and remember that We aren’t together anymore.
I wake up and the first thing that plays in my head is that phone conversation where you tell me you’ll call me back and i say “you know what, you won’t call me back…i’m done.”
I remember that I’m alone, and It’s so sad.
Until I remember why I did it. How you weren’t honest with me. How you refused to talk to me about anything important. How you didn’t respect me. And worst of all, how you cheated.
And then I remember that I did the right thing.
I’m alone, and it’s sad…
But it’s better than being with someone who chooses to lie, and cheat when all i’ve ever done is love and care.
So, I get up. And I shake it off, and I go on with my day….
Because I know that one day I won’t be alone anymore and I’ll find someone who wants to talk to me about the important stuff, and who won’t lie or cheat.
And then it’s a little better.