• my choice

    by  • December 3, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Acceptance • 3 Comments

    It is now that I stand at a crossroads of confusion; reminiscing on what I thought juxtaposed with revelation of the future. I know not of what is yet to come but I know now what the past truly holds. Those moments I thought were sincerity and promise were moments of lust and temptation. The times I thought it was impossible for someone to risk a friendship for someone they had no feelings for I now know it was and adrenaline rush, the risk of getting caught. I have come to see through my innocence. The truth is I was blind to what was truly happening. It is impossible for one to think that someone they care abut could use them but upon reviewing the facts I was nothing but a phase, a waste of time and an easy lay. I hope nothing but the best in your future but I know now that I will never be a part of it. You once said in so many words that I was a risk you weren’t willing to take and i was to blind to see that the choice was already made. Your choice has been made for quite some time and it is now time that I make mine. I choose to be strong and care free. I choose to be a better person. I choose to eliminate you from my life and the toxins that you vicariously bring. It is without thought that you harm my mental well being as how could you assume you’re torturing someone that you evidentially don’t even think about. As cliche as it might sound actions speak much louder than words and your inability to even act towards me speaks loudest of all. I hope that you will continue in your silence as that is the best way in which I can build. I wish you all the best and I hope you find the ability to trust. I hope that your future proves to be bright and promising just know that i want nothing to do with it

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    3 Responses to my choice

    1. sonia
      December 3, 2012 at 1:18 pm

      That story was sweet if it where me i would choose love over my career because u cant livr wit out ur heart


    2. me
      December 4, 2012 at 9:37 pm

      I think I know who this is


    3. tricia
      December 6, 2012 at 5:42 pm

      Sounds all to familiar



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