I miss you. Like a lot. And I love you more than I should. I need to realize the feeling isn’t mutual. And even if it is, it doesn’t matter because we can’t be together right now. In the future we could, and honestly I’ve always expected that we would. But I don’t want that anymore. U have hurt me too many times and I need to stop letting you get away with it. I never thought I’d be the girl who runs back to the same guy who breaks her heart time and time again. But there is just something about you that makes it so easy for me to forgive. I love you. But I need to get over it. I need to move on and I need to make u realize that I’m not waiting for you anymore. You don’t diserve me, so im not going to let u have me. I will try my very hardest to forget about you and ignore every attempt to contact me that you make. If you even make any that is. So I guess this is goodbye. I’m sick of being lonely and I’m sick of you holding me back. It’s time for me to get over you and meet a real man who makes me feel special. You make me feel worthless and I diserve better. Have a nice life. I’d be lying if I said this would be easy or I won’t miss you.