Dear you it was never only about the sex for me I have feelings for you I can not control and I had to leave it all, I want to try with you but it means that our two different worlds must become one and we must talk. It will be hard but I am willing to do it however your window of opportunity is losing with each day you do not talk to me. So if you like red curry and you still care for me then do what ever you can to get in touch with me, I am in a good place and ready to do what needs to be done to share my life with you. I love you it could not be anything else if I am still hurting even now. So YOU know who you are get in touch and lets make our lives better by being together. You letter made me cry because its exactly how I feel and everything I did not say love will find a way so lets get this show started its gonna be hard be I believe that we can do it together.
Love me your dodgy mate who misses you every day