• Archive for November 21st, 2012

    To You.

    by  • November 21, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 1 Comment

    To the Suicidal You, I am not a therapist or other mental health professional – only someone who knows what it is like to be in pain. I don’t know who you are, or why you are reading this. I only know that for the moment, you’re reading it. I can assume that you are

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    I need advice

    by  • November 21, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Sex • 3 Comments

    And that terrifies me. We just started dating two months ago, and already I can’t picture my life without you. You fit in with my family instantly, perfectly. You have this way of making me feel comfortable, and so ridiculously happy all the time. If I’m not with you, I’m thinking about you. When I

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    Selfish

    by  • November 21, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    So, you have self esteem issues. You put everyone’s happiness above your own, because seeing them happy makes you feel better about yourself, feel useful. You tell your best friend about this, and she gives you advice. A piece of this advice is to “try to be selfish sometimes”. But what if sometimes, you really

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    You can never go back

    by  • November 21, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 0 Comments

    I shouldn’t complain. I have a good life. A car, a house, a family that loves me. I get what I need and a lot of what I want. But I would give up almost all of it for somebody who loves me. I’m depressed about being alone. As if I’m the first person it’s

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    Gain Control

    by  • November 21, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Doubt • 1 Comment

    Sometimes, I just want to scream. I want to run around and jump and strike at things and fall down for no reason. Inside of me; it feels like my heart wants to be free of my body. I feel like I could just lay on the ground and throw a tantrum for no reason.

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    Yay… My birthday…

    by  • November 21, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, The Ex • 0 Comments

    Bet every person who knows it’s my birthday on monday is gonna say something, bet everyone that hears that it’s my birthday will say something. Bet I bet my life that he won’t say anything at all, I’ve told him when it is, but he will say nothing. He’ll probably be too busy with that

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