my friend i got to know pretty well this summer came over the other day and we’ve always been attracted to one another, then one thing led to another and bata boom. i just haven’t had sex in so long and we have before ad i know he’s good at it and he knows how to work me and just ughhh. i don’t regret it i just wish i rather not have for other reasons.
Now here’s my problem, i’ve been talking to this boy i really am beginning to like but he goes to school five hours away and hardly ever comes home. In two days we’re supposed to go on a date and i just feel like such a skeez.
i haven’t been on a date in over two months (by choice) and i just lost control of myself.
this is such a drag.