• Archive for November 12th, 2012

    Kerosene

    by  • November 12, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 0 Comments

    Dear Andy, It has been many, many years now since I last spoke to you. I would have no idea even how to contact you even if I wanted to. I think about you once in a while. Not as often as before. I really still wonder how you’re doing though. If you’re married with

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    Here lies everything

    by  • November 12, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Happy • 1 Comment

    I don’t know where I stand with you and I don’t really care. I like you. You’re funny, fairly charming and a talented musician. We’re definately involved, that I’m most sure of. Last week we acted like we weren’t, it was confusing but unphasing. But Saturday we picked up right seemingly right where we’d left

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    Fuck You

    by  • November 12, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 2 Comments

    You said you’d tell me if something was wrong, and you didn’t. You also said you wanted to be friends, and you don’t. I realize that I barely know you, and that much breaks my heart, because I love you. I have no reason to trust you – no reason to feel any sense of

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    Happy Birthday

    by  • November 12, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, Waxing Poetic • 0 Comments

    Happy Birthday, darling. I was making you a gift before we broke up, which I am finishing tonight. I thought about saving it to give to you another time – either a time when we’re the kind of friends that that can exchange gifts without awkwardness, or for a time when you’re mine again. But

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    Patience

    by  • November 12, 2012 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I thought I was prepared for what was coming, I really did. But I wasn’t. Naive, really– accepting the challenge of staying connected with another delicate soul, when I can hardly keep myself together. Maintaining composure as i live in a world apart from you, but fragility, inquietude, and abject fear find rest behind my

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