• You are breaking my spirit.

    by  • November 8, 2012 • To You • 1 Comment

    I’ve known that you don’t see the world as I do. I get that. We each see things differently. What I didn’t know is what you are hiding. What you actually are feeling.

    Poly? Really? The man who preaches loyalty, trust and affection for me? And you agree with it? Knowing it breaks my heart and I feel that it’s cheating, because I never agreed to it.

    I should have known. The different girls. The numerous fuck ups. I hate you. I hate I gave up my life for you. My degree, my military carrier, my family. For what? Daily fighting, resentment, and distrust? I’m the weird one?? You’ve always felt this way and hidden it, but I’m the one who is wrong?

    I wish I could leave. But as you said, you would just stalk me, tortue my new life and possibly kill anyone else I’d ever come to love. Congratulations, you’ve trapped me and crushes my soul.

    One Response to You are breaking my spirit.

    1. Heat
      November 9, 2012 at 12:23 am

      Know that it is possible to leave relationships like this. Organizations have been made to keep predators away from their victims. It is possible to start over and it is possible to break free from him.

      He’s using a common mechanism abusive people use in their relationships. He’s threatening you with ultimatums in order to continue controlling your life.

      You as a human being deserve sooo much more than this. Your happiness and freedom is important. If you need help finding resources let me know

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