• I love you but…

    by  • November 3, 2012 • Love - Pure and Simple • 5 Comments

    I feel sick because I can’t tell you how much I love you, I know if i couldn’t tell you, it would be the biggest regret of my life, but i don’t know why. I wish you read this letter but i know you won’t.

    You are the first and only girl who makes my heartbeats stop and get faster at the same time. Its been around 5 years when I first saw you, I didn’t know then that you will be so important to me. I know you probably don’t like me and you will reject me right away if i ever tell you but that should not stop me to tell you. I have tried so much not to love you but i can’t stop. I can never hate you. I can only pray that you don’t love anyone else.

    I always pray to find the bits of courage to tell you I’m sorry if chasing you made you feel mad and sad. I never wanted to hurt you, probably this is one of the reasons why I can’t talk to you. I know I don’t look good, certainly not good enough for you, Cause you are the most beautiful girl I can ever think of. And as long as I know you have a beautiful heart. Fuck, I will never find a girl like you. I don’t know what should i do to tell you how much I love you. I always want to keep everyone happy, and telling you will make so many people mad because of me.

    Your Lover

    5 Responses to I love you but…

    1. See her
      November 3, 2012 at 12:52 pm

      Tell her, and always remember, nobody can make everybody happy. If telling her makes other people mad, you should ponder why those people are important to you. If they care, they would want you to have this kind of love in your life. You deserve to be happy. We all do, and sometimes it means taking chances. Man up and do what you have to – for you – not for others ๐Ÿ™‚
      Best wishes to you and no offense meant by me being blunt!

    2. tricia
      November 3, 2012 at 3:44 pm

      honestly, who cares what people think. of you love her, tell her. unless youre ashamed?

    3. Me
      November 3, 2012 at 11:00 pm

      I am not ashamed, I just think she deserves a better me and I feel so weak in front of me that I can’t show her who I am. I am being a Jerk.

    4. Yes
      November 4, 2012 at 10:58 am

      Yes, you are being a jerk ๐Ÿ™‚
      Don’t take away her choice, what if she loves you just the same and just the way you are?
      What if she aches like you, for you?

    5. Me
      November 4, 2012 at 10:32 pm

      I will have love myself the way I am. I know I am a good person, but when I think about her, I always think I should have this and this, or be like something. I end up being tensed and depressed.

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