I feel sick because I can’t tell you how much I love you, I know if i couldn’t tell you, it would be the biggest regret of my life, but i don’t know why. I wish you read this letter but i know you won’t.
You are the first and only girl who makes my heartbeats stop and get faster at the same time. Its been around 5 years when I first saw you, I didn’t know then that you will be so important to me. I know you probably don’t like me and you will reject me right away if i ever tell you but that should not stop me to tell you. I have tried so much not to love you but i can’t stop. I can never hate you. I can only pray that you don’t love anyone else.
I always pray to find the bits of courage to tell you I’m sorry if chasing you made you feel mad and sad. I never wanted to hurt you, probably this is one of the reasons why I can’t talk to you. I know I don’t look good, certainly not good enough for you, Cause you are the most beautiful girl I can ever think of. And as long as I know you have a beautiful heart. Fuck, I will never find a girl like you. I don’t know what should i do to tell you how much I love you. I always want to keep everyone happy, and telling you will make so many people mad because of me.