Lately it seems like you don’t really want me around. That is, unless you need me. That’s sort of how all my relationships feel. Like we can’t spend time together unless one of us is hurting. Why? I just want to do something fun with you without it turning into one of us crying. Why?

Why am I always friends with broken people? Is it because they are attracted to me? Am I attracted to them? or is just everyone broken?

Because it’s breaking me more and more.

And I just want everyone to be okay.