I would just like to say, I’m sorry I was totally in love with you and that I let you go. I’m sorry that I couldnt put forth my all to help you in the problems that you had going on. I thought that dating the man I am now would make mu life easier. But the fact that I can’t stop thinking about you. It ruins me every day to see that you can’t be in my life aymore. You were right about what you said about the difference between you and him. You will always be the guy I wanted, but he is what I needed. I always wonder what I should have done and if I really did make the right decision. I’m glad that you are happy with you are with now, sometimes I just wish it was me in some crazy fantasy way. No matter what, I will always love you and you are always going to be a part of me. Hopefully everything will work out and we can still stay in contact later on in life.