This is probably my most sincere letter that i’ve written to you all so here it goes:

I’m not talking about goodbye like “hello” “Bye” i’m talking about the goodbye that means i need to let you go.

I think THAT goodbye means the most and hurts the most, I don’t think anyone wants to move on from someone that they care about but sometimes you have to.

I want to know why you came into my life. For what? I fell for you and then now I have to watch you slip away from me, what were you even here for?

We’re basically best friends but i’m sorry that’s not good enough for me, i can’t see someone i care about go through any of that relationship bullshit and go through any of it with anyone but me.

I love you and i don’t want to say goodbye but i have to. This time i really think so, there’s only so much i can do and i can only try so much.

So i guess this is goodbye.