You really need one, a wake up call that is. I shouldn’t even care anymore, and I’m not sure why I do. I can’t believe others don’t see right through you, everything you write and the way tour attitude comes out just screams “I’m all about myself.” But then again, for most of the time we were together, I couldn’t really see who you were, or I ignored it. It’s hard to tell. But once I did figure you out, I didn’t like what I was seeing. And now even though I choose not to talk to you, I can’t help but notice how much I actually do know you and how much it bothers me. You never acknowledged how much of an important role I played in your life, whether it was because you were too self- involved, stuck in the past and talking about yourself literally all the time, or because you we’re afraid that if you did, then you would no longer have the upper hand. That I would hurt you just like others have done before, like I did before also. That’s why I tried so hard, but now I see it wasn’t for the right reason, and it was a big waste of time. Well nothing is a waste of time, but I feel like it was. But your manipulation tactics got old quick. I could list all the ways you wronged me but that would be bringing up everything I don’t want to think about, no longer have to think about.
I’m not going to be indirectly bothered by you anymore. I’m not going to take note of any your opinions, because they are so obvious and at times downright ignorant and still people somewhat praise you for them, giving you a bigger head.This is such mean, negative post. Why would I take the time to write it, because in truth I do still care and it kills me because you are not worth that. I really put too much effort into the wrong people and when they hurt or disappoint me, I keep caring. know feelings are transferable and there’s one hell of a person out there waiting and worthy of my love and effort. Time and better focus will make sure of it.